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*** Re read December 2015 ***

I stared at all the broken fragments of color that where once me,lying scattered around my feet

I recently read In The Absence of Light by this Author and thought no couple could be as perfect as Morgan and Grant...but I think I LOVE Paris and Roy a little bit more...

PARIS,wealthy,abstract Artist..has demons from the past,beautiful on the outside...but he thinks he's ugly inside,



ROY,'ordinary' man,no money,but sees something in Paris no one else does,



This book just totally CAPTIVATED me,I LOVED it,one of my favourite books ever..

Not a fluffy M/M book at all,it's dark dealing with promiscuity,drug use,physical and mental abuse and a mental disorder....

Paris first meets Roy at one of his Art Showings where he is a maintenance worker and what follows is a highly erotic Sex scene ( and the dirty girl in me LOVED it !!)

Paris is so damaged he thinks no one ever truly wants him,



What would life be like filled with simple moments like this?For time to be measured in heartbeats and exhales rather than seconds and minutes.What would it feel like to know I was safe,not because of a lock on the door but because of the line of warmth pressed against me and the weight of an arm around my ribs?

This Author did a brilliant job in taking the reader into the troubled mind of Paris,I could feel every emotion he was going through...

Julia is Paris's half sister who has manipulated his life since a very young age after a traumatic event in the past...she physically and mentally abuses him and is basically a ' pimp'...whichever way you look at it,that's what she is..she whores him out to anyone interested in buying his paintings( I have never known a more hateful character, I hated the bit*h with a passion),however,he's not a total pushover as he enjoys provoking her,

I often wondered why I felt the need to poke a stick in the hornests' nest,but there was no answer except maybe I enjoyed getting stung

This Author writes some of the BEST M/M EROTIC SCENES FAST,DIRTY,LOVE ....but some of the most sensual..

"Paris,please let me love you.Even if it's just for a little while.Even if it's just this moment"

This Book,along with The Absence of Light,are two of the BEST M/M books I've read

I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS

JUST PERFECT !!

THANKS FOR RECOMMENDATION RALU..YOU TOTALLY GET ME GIRL !!!!